Time heals all wounds?

after I cried I waited for it to get better.
I waited for it to get easier.
I waited for it to go away.
I wanted to forget.
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I can still smell you.
I can still feel you.
I can still taste you.
I still love you.



but.........
I hate you so much.
Even now
You still scare me.

Its not easy, but its worth it.

If you are strong enough to jump off that cliff because you feel so adrift
If you are strong enough to inject that needle because you feel so feeble
If you are strong enough to tie that rope because you have given up hope
If you are strong enough to take that knife and drain your life
If you are strong enough to swallow those pills and wait for them to kill
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..........................................Well, then you are strong enough to live.